Discussion Would living in another country make you not want to ctb?

[WallTermite]

Country.

 

[amor.dor]

In my case, it would only bring me better comfort at the moment of death, but CTB would still be my choice. Because what drives me to go forward with this is a logical and practically philosophical conclusion.

Life only changes certain aspects, but suffering and death are always guaranteed to happen.

A house has a floor and walls; its essence is the same here or in China. What changes is whether they are good walls or floors, but the basal condition of existence does not change. Yet we are biological beings evolved to adapt and survive—after all, I've seen people say they have a good life living in conditions that seemed more like slavery.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Nah, it wouldn't change much

 

[Hangman.]

Yes, but only at 308 Negra Arroyo Lane, Albuquerque, New Mexico 87104.

 

[NonEssential]

I don't think so, I currently live in Finland "the happiest country" and still want to ctb.

 

[VoidButterfly]

I think it would, if I could find a job and be stable there. I hate this country so much, and it feels like things are only going to get much worse, being able to leave it would make a big difference.

 

[Spite]

Quite possibly, yes. But it entirely depends on which country. I have long dreamed of wanting to live somewhere like Canada, or northern Europe - somewhere I can experience snow and colder weather overall. I can't guarantee is this would "fix" my depression (it probably wouldn't), but I like to imagine I might be at least a little bit happier living somewhere I want to live.

 

[FuneralCry]

No matter what nothing would ever make me want to be tortured for decades longer in this horrific, evil world just to face the agony of old age with no limit as to how much one can suffer, I'd just never wish for this dreadful, torturous and futile existence rather I find it so unbearable to exist, every second is torture to be conscious and I see existence as the most terrible mistake.

Existence is a mistake that causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I'll just always see existence itself as the true problem, the fact that humans choose to impose this existence onto others causing all this dreadful unnecessary suffering as a result is so horrible to me, the existence of life is the most terrible, devastating tragedy to me and I find it horrific how a human can suffer for so long, all I want is the peace of non-existence, I'll always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this existence.

 

[Reishi]

YES FUCK THE UNITED STATES

 

[kuroshimi]

Maybe it would have change something if I had been born in more democratic country, since being in kind of shithole is one of the reason of my depression, but I don't think it would have a significant impact.

It actually depends. If I somehow have the opportunity to move out from my country, it can make a big difference. But anyway, it probably won't fix my mental issues.

 

[LittleSunshine]

If I could find a place cut off from society, somewhere surrounded by nature, that would significantly increase my chances.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

No. I used to think about moving to another country, but that would change nothing for me now.

 

[badatparties]

Nope, this world is the problem, an everywhere you go you will run into the same shit.

 

[violetforever]

the location isn't the problem, my family is. put me anywhere without them and i might possibly not want to ctb since all i want is to be free of them. i really hate where i live since i was like 12 though. i've always wanted to move anywhere else but i don't necessarily mean the country. i like living in the US.

 

[Arvayn]

Probably not, but visiting Singapore so I can taunt my ex and watch her have an existential crisis over whether to hook up with me or not would be REALLY funny.

 

[enough of this]

Possibly, if it weren't run by insane politicians.

 

[ScaredCutter]

maybe, if theres affordable housing

 

[nitrogenous]

As someone who has actually moved to another country (another continent in fact), nope. Compared to where I was previously, where I'm now have a much better mental health system, although in saying that they are still super horrible. Nothing has changed, my thoughts and feelings are the same, it's just much harder to act on my thoughts due to fear of interference from local authorities. I wish my problems would just disappear like that, but unfortunately it doesn't work that way.

 

[struggles_inc]

Moved from Russia to a normal country. It wasn't the reason I got better, but Russia would probably be the reason I got worse if I stayed.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

It's too expensive everywhere, so no.

 

[MAKE IT STOP!]

YES FUCK THE UNITED STATES

You and me both. Yes, fuck America. And fuck their healthcare especially. I am motherfucking 900 something dollars in debt all because I had an ambulance called on me during an attempt to ctb almost 2 years ago.

I miss Canada. Maybe, just MAYBE I would feel better there. Maybe, with the kind of healthcare they have, I could get better help there. I mean it's got its own problems too, but I felt happier there than I feel in the United Shits.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Lived in two countries since leaving my home country. Still suicidal, but still here. If I'd stayed, I wouldn't be alive now, but it's not because of the country. Another factor since leaving was unemployment. If I hadn't found a job when I did, the last $100 would've gone for SN, but instead I used my first salary for the purchase. I live in a better country now, but my world is still dark and I'm very much empty inside.