Would it be good if I still try to live even if I was already dead inside?

[Cj.A]

I've been struggling for a long time already, I don't even know when was the last time I talk properly to people. I felt like I don't want to live anymore and I just want to disappear already and up until now that feeling still stay to me. Do I still need to pretend that I'm alive? Well physically I am but I don't want it already. I just want to end it all but I don't know how.

 

[summers]

@Cj.A many of us on ss have to wear a mask around people, including our families, friends, and coworkers. This forum is the only place many can truly express themselves without the fear of consequences.

No one can tell you how to live, or what mask you have to wear. But keep in mind, there is a very high risk associated with letting people know you're suicidal.

 

[Chaestergram]

We all pretend, literally everyone on earth is pretending and not even needed to be suicidal for that but what most of us do (cause definitely not all) is that we try to make each day a little different and a few of us actually do the needed work to make our life in our brain and in well our life a little better, it's a process and doesn't happen over night but when you look back at it you're indeed proud of yourself for changing your whole everyday thoughts/minds and whatever you had changed.

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

Do I still need to pretend that I'm alive?

Yep.

No one can tell you how to live, or what mask you have to wear. But keep in mind, there is a very high risk associated with letting people know you're suicidal.

This, right here. Its all about the ligitious dangers of associating with someone who is openly suicidal.

 

[FuneralCry]

It is your life and your decision so only you know what is the best for yourself. I wish I could disappear as well as I am very tired of living. Of course I do pretend around others as suicide is so stigmatised and they would not accept and understand my decision, which is to die. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much, whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Yes, I'd say its worth feeling numb. I feel dead inside / numb everyday and i kind of enjoy counting down the days until i slowly decay. Were on our way to freedom