Would I feel any pain if I overdosed on Fentanyl?

[saunabliss]

I've been suicidal for a long time and I think I'll be ready to CTB soon. I read that 2 milligrams of fentanyl will kill you. Will I feel any pain? What would it feel like? I never took it before.

I also asked my drug dealer if he had any and he was like why would I have any? That's the worst and last drug I would have lol. I guess I'll have to look in the dark web.

 

[FutureHanger]

it's euphoric that's why people get addicted to it

 

[saunabliss]

it's euphoric that's why people get addicted to it

It seems like the ideal way to go. Don't want to suffer, I want to be at peace when I CTB. I don't want to get addicted to anything so if I do it, I'm gonna make sure it's the first and last time.

 

[iusedtobehappy]

There was someone here recently who tried to CTB on it and had a bad experience. He (he?) said he woke up blind and paralyzed and prayed to be saved. He was and I think is probably in recovery.

 

[Thanksforeverything]

Read through this guide:

Opioid Megathread & Overview

Preamble I wanted to write something similar to Stan's guide to SN but I hesitate to call this a guide because I can't in good conscience make a guide for something so unreliable in terms of access, lethality, and risk of permanent injury. I.e., traumatic brain injury from hypoxia. SN is a far...

sanctioned-suicide.net

2mg of Fentanyl from the dark web might not be enough for a successful attempt depending on your body weight/previous tolerance. But the most pertinent factor in acquiring fent from the dark web or a local dealer is that quite often what you get is not exactly pure and has been cut with other drugs. That's why the recommended dosage is quite a bit higher than the minimum dosage required to CTB on account of all these unknown variables. Also, be wary when ordering from the dark web, a lot of the fentanyl that's sold there are downright scams. You'll want to look for a seller that's actually well-established/reviewed highly.

There was someone here recently who tried to CTB on it and had a bad experience. He (he?) said he woke up blind and paralyzed and prayed to be saved. He was and I think is probably in recovery.

This wasn't pure fentanyl as far as I remember. They used fentanyl-laced pills.

 

[saunabliss]

Thank guys! These tips are really helpful. I'm in a better place now but I'll keep this in the back of my mind just in case.