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Aprilfarewell4

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
805
4 people i know died in the last 6 months by suicide. including my fiance. i am next. i got worse than ever. i did it to myself. have SN. no other meds with it. wish I was never born. never wanted to die like this. impossible to get better. wish I wanted to die, would be easier. this life was horrible to me.
 
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bladeeluvr444

bladeeluvr444

Trying to Find Forever peace
Dec 18, 2024
55
I'm so sorry, I hope you can find peace eventually <3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, it sounds like you've suffered a lot, I also wish I never existed more than anything. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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SmilingNoMore

Warlock
Nov 25, 2024
780
Truly sorry for your loss, I can only imagine how everything seems unbearable in these times. Sending you love
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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Apr 9, 2024
805
It's so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, it sounds like you've suffered a lot, I also wish I never existed more than anything. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
I wish I'd never existed too. None of it was worth what's happened to me.
Truly sorry for your loss, I can only imagine how everything seems unbearable in these times. Sending you love
It was unbearable before he killed himself. Thank you for responding. I just reached the end of my days. Please take care of yourself, I like your screen name, I'm going to do everything when I leave to muster a smile. 🕊️
 
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Well_Its_Time

Well_Its_Time

Banned
Jan 23, 2025
102
I am sorry for your loss. I understand that you must be devastated with everything that has happened to you. I hope you find peace
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
805
I am sorry for your loss. I understand that you must be devastated with everything that has happened to you. I hope you find peace
I am devastated, yes, 99% of it was my own fault. Thank you for responding. It's hard to know on top of the suffering itself, that you're responsible for the outcomes of all your decisions now in a permanent way, that's the added brutality of my situation. It breaks my heart, I wish everything could have gone differently for everyone who is out of options. I still care about others, I don't want anybody to end up like me. I failed at life and killed me.