Worried about impulsivity but also about time

[88124540]

I've been anxious for quite a while about the possibility of slowly losing any way to get in contact with anyone to get N, but I also am worried that if I buy it just in case, I'll take it impulsively, or cave and get myself in trouble.
Any back up plans anyone has in case to get more N if the website fails etc.?

 

[jodes2]

There's no way to get N at the moment anyway. So you can just sit back and not worry I guess. Try and get on with life in the mean time, work on improving things one at a time

 

[FuneralCry]

I read that there is no way to get N at all, which is very unfortunate. I think that if you try to look for somewhere that sells N you will only find scams and this is why people are looking into other methods instead. I would also love some N but sadly it's not the reality at the moment. I hate this pro suffering society that denies us peaceful ways to die, all of us who wish for N should be able to get some.

 

[88124540]

I didn't realize there was no way to get N at the moment. Thats really frustrating and honestly idk how to get through all of this so I feel stranded. ):
How long has N not been available? been a while since I've been on but I've been thinking about it.