Worried about full supension/ leaving soon

[depressedmaniac]

Hi guys! first post :). anyways wanna leave today with full. woke up from 3!partial suspension attempts. wtf? last one I felt weird for like a week with my throat hurting. I have no problem passing out fast but I just wake up again after some time. So full this time. but I cant help but think imma wake up from full aswell choking to death. Imma do it no matter what but im just a bit worried. Idk if anybody has any similar expierence.

 

[BigG91]

You are not gonna wake up from full suspension. It's a one way ticket.

 

[depressedmaniac]

You are not gonna wake up from full suspension. It's a one way ticket.

thanks for your input. I really hope so. I seen a video though where someone did wake up and choked to death. So I am a bit worried still. I tend to overthink and catastrophize though.

 

[BigG91]

thanks for your input. I really hope so. I seen a video though where someone did wake up and choked to death. So I am a bit worried still. I tend to overthink and catastrophize though.

Could you please send the link to the video ?

 

[depressedmaniac]

Could you please send the link to the video ?

Oh I dont have a link. I has been awhile since I watched it. Someone posted it on here idk when.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never attempted hanging and to me it sounds like a horrible way to leave this world. The fear of failure holds me back, but I guess when I get very desperate I will have no other choice. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever happens. I hope you find what you are looking for.

 

[depressedmaniac]

I have never attempted hanging and to me it sounds like a horrible way to leave this world. The fear of failure holds me back, but I guess when I get very desperate I will have no other choice. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever happens. I hope you find what you are looking for.

Its fine. I caused my fair share of being a dick. Im just whiny as usual. I really wondered though how I kept waking up and couldn't find any other place to ask. sorry to hear you haven't find a method suitable for you.