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- Aug 4, 2018
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Hey guys, I just need to vent because I'm in a bit of a rough place (...but then again, aren't we all? XD).
I have this colleague. And I absolutely cannot stand him. Every single thing he does drives me insane. He does things wrong and when I question them he fights back at me. In my eyes he is a piece of shit.
I've gone to my manager several times to complain, and they're aware that he's a bit of a hyperactive oddball (my polite words, not theirs). But I seem to be the only one from my team complaining, and I'm starting to wonder if I'm the one with the problem if everyone else can tolerate him. I'm pent up enough as it is with my need to CTB, and he just tops it all off... But why is noone else reacting the same way I do? Why do I have to be the one who needs to overdose on Pregabalin just to get by on a shift with him??
I feel bad that I'm the only one who has an issue, because I feel like a whiney bitch now. Still doesn't mean I like him, because I stand by the fact that he really gets on my nerves. But if it's a 'me' problem rather than a 'him' problem, how the fuck can I not keep feeling like this?
My manager wants me to sit down and talk with this guy, with manager as a mediator, but I can just see that ending with me crying and admitting that it's all in my head or something, so if possible I'd like to avoid that. It's just building up though and I know one day I will just stand up and walk out of work. Only for an hour or so but there's only so much Pregabalin I can take (!).
Can anyone convince me that I'm not just a hateful bitch with no reason to be angry?
I have this colleague. And I absolutely cannot stand him. Every single thing he does drives me insane. He does things wrong and when I question them he fights back at me. In my eyes he is a piece of shit.
I've gone to my manager several times to complain, and they're aware that he's a bit of a hyperactive oddball (my polite words, not theirs). But I seem to be the only one from my team complaining, and I'm starting to wonder if I'm the one with the problem if everyone else can tolerate him. I'm pent up enough as it is with my need to CTB, and he just tops it all off... But why is noone else reacting the same way I do? Why do I have to be the one who needs to overdose on Pregabalin just to get by on a shift with him??
I feel bad that I'm the only one who has an issue, because I feel like a whiney bitch now. Still doesn't mean I like him, because I stand by the fact that he really gets on my nerves. But if it's a 'me' problem rather than a 'him' problem, how the fuck can I not keep feeling like this?
My manager wants me to sit down and talk with this guy, with manager as a mediator, but I can just see that ending with me crying and admitting that it's all in my head or something, so if possible I'd like to avoid that. It's just building up though and I know one day I will just stand up and walk out of work. Only for an hour or so but there's only so much Pregabalin I can take (!).
Can anyone convince me that I'm not just a hateful bitch with no reason to be angry?