Wont make it to 40

[Liminal1]

It sounds strange, but I always knew since around the age of 11 that this is how Id go. It may sound stupid, but I just knew somehow this would be my fate. Im 35, Ive lived a terrible lonely and depressed life. I dont want to live to 40. Im ready to go. Im done with medication, therapy and psyche wards. Done with working a meaningless job for pitiful wages. Done with people. All I can hope for now is a peaceful end. I look forward to it all ending

 

[iDontKnowWhat]

I'm in the same situation.

See my new thread that i posted a few minutes ago with a perfect method similar, or the same, as Nembutal:

Nembutal: Here is the method with the result most similar, or the same, to that of the Nembutal

I found a method that the results the same, or similar, to taking Nembutal. the link is below. Comment what you think about this. I know a place here in my country that sells. I already have 12 grams of phenobarbital, but i have to buy more and Morphine Sulfate too. Chloral Hydrate is too...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[leavingsoon99]

I've lived a pretty similar life. So lonely. I'm 43. I won't be here for 44. There's no point. Not for me. I'm literally just going through the motions of existing, and I'm tired of doing that. Plus, I don't see living a life medicated to oblivion as being worth living anyway.

I wish you luck and clarity on your journey.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd look forward to being free from this dreadful and pointless existence, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[IWishToDie]

It sounds strange, but I always knew since around the age of 11 that this is how Id go. It may sound stupid, but I just knew somehow this would be my fate. Im 35, Ive lived a terrible lonely and depressed life. I dont want to live to 40. Im ready to go. Im done with medication, therapy and psyche wards. Done with working a meaningless job for pitiful wages. Done with people. All I can hope for now is a peaceful end. I look forward to it all ending

Jesus, if I'm alive at 30 I'll kill myself.

 

[divinemistress87]

It sounds strange, but I always knew since around the age of 11 that this is how Id go. It may sound stupid, but I just knew somehow this would be my fate. Im 35, Ive lived a terrible lonely and depressed life. I dont want to live to 40. Im ready to go. Im done with medication, therapy and psyche wards. Done with working a meaningless job for pitiful wages. Done with people. All I can hope for now is a peaceful end. I look forward to it all ending

I'm 36 and I feel the same way