woke up to this awful shithole is the most depressing shit ever

[Darkover]

what i had here was a living misery in hell
Life not worth coming alive for by any stretch of the imagination
we're supposed to be free but we will never have freedom
makes me sick with worry thinking this place can bring me alive again
it's too much of a shitty universe to even want to be alive here
when will i have everything i ever wanted needed never so the purpose of living is to be disappointed depressed
life its just no good at all not worth the paper it's written on
my life just gets worse with time in this shithole
is there any point in having needs and wants when there all neglected
someone will figure it out and find away to be nothing for all time which means destroying the universe
i hate this universe for making us live out our miseries here

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally believe that once we die we just cease to exist and that is it for us, so I don't worry about the possibility of eternal life, but the thought of such a thing certainly is so horrific. But no amount of words can really describe my disgust towards life itself and how much I despise existing.

It's a tragedy how life even evolved to the point that existing beings have the ability to be tortured so extremely, and apart from that I just see life as being something so incredibly useless and tedious and it's such a terrible thing to have to wake up and be aware of all of this. Existing really isn't worth it, I agree. It never could be in any way.