Venting Without hope

[Eren]

I thought that this new job would help me to be better, but I'm still just as depressed, I feel like I'm useless socializing, every social relationship I do feels artificial and I feel like everyone hates me, I really hate not being normal , I feel incapable to have a partner and a normal social life, it is very noticeable that I am not like the others.

 

[suffering]

I also feel alienated, except that I don't hate how I am. I hate others.

 

[ExitTheDay]

I also feel very incapable of having a partner aswell, I dont think I can because it just drags them down to when I tell them how I feel about myself and then they eventually leave me, I can never really contribute anything in a socialized setting because it feels like anything I say is irrelevant and it's just an everyday struggle with that