Discussion Wishing you could just press the restart button in life

[Akeolodo]

It's mainly the reason I want to CTB. Honestly, if you could just hit the reset button in life it would help not making the same mistakes. I guess we just have to CTB and see what happens as it's the best option available at the moment.

For me depression wasn't really much about the circumstances I was born into, I wasn't born rich, however, I was into a normal family if it wasn't for my stubbornness and having the knowledge I have today I wouldn't be in this position, in a way I kind of fucked my own life up.

Obviously, if you grew up with fucked up environmental or genetic issues that's different and would be great if you were born into better circumstances.

 

[Zoltiel]

Honestly no, I feel like many things that happened to me were out of my control. I wouldn't want to do this all again. And yes I am very glad that CTB is an option.

 

[Broken Chimera]

If I had a clear cut way to avoid where I am in life then yes. Otherwise there'd be no point. A lot of things happened to me that I had no control over. And suffering it again would be a literal hell for me.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

If I could reset like 10 years back but remember everything to avoid there's a slim chance I think things would be different.

 

[Akeolodo]

If I could reset like 10 years back but remember everything to avoid there's a slim chance I think things would be different.

Exactly what I'm trying to say, only if I could go back a few years with the knowledge I have now knowing what to avoid and what not to.

 

[Rhyme]

Yeah... If I could go back but keep what I know now I'd do it in a heartbeat. No guarantees I wouldn't still end up wanting to CTB but I'd give it a shot.

 

[Akeolodo]

Yeah... If I could go back but keep what I know now I'd do it in a heartbeat. No guarantees I wouldn't still end up wanting to CTB but I'd give it a shot.

I 100% agree with you! sometimes life's great sometimes it isn't but if I had the choice to have the wisdom and mental capacity I have now at 14, I would defiantly give it a shot and see how it goes.

 

[brokenengine]

No I don't think so. One of the reasons I want to ctb is my unshakeable belief that I am inherently a lazy, uncaring person. I don't think anything would be very different if I started over, because I am the problem.

 

[TheEndof]

Eh, I don't know. I've said this before but I would be more open to restarting if I had the knowledge I do now. I had some fucked up things happen to me as a child that definitely put me on a bad path, but I always felt responsible for continuing to put myself in bad positions or scenarios that led to worse outcomes. I was born into a relatively good situation and didn't suffer from genetic abnormalities. I had chances to improve my situations but didn't take them or did and screwed over. So, unless I have a way of preventing the same things or similar things from recurring, I just want it all to be over.