allym101
Ally
- May 29, 2020
- 276
I've dated a couple guys here and there but they've all been really superficial. I'm tired of having to keep up this persona to make them happy and hiding my mental illness. It's exhausting. I wish I could just have someone who could love me for me, I want genuine human interaction, I have no idea what it feels like to have a truly genuine connection with someone. Sometimes I wonder if I ever will. I'm scared that no one will ever be able to love me once they actually get to know me.