shadowrealms
New Member
- May 12, 2020
- 3
From what I understand you guys have access to guns at all and it seems to be rather easy to acquire one.
Would make my choice to ctb a lot easier....
Here in europe its impossible to get one unless youre a police officer, military or someone that works in this sort of field (at least in my country), SN is not available, any other poison or substance is not available or needs a prescription it just sucks so hard.
Im left with more gruesome ways that I cant do so far because im not strong enough to overcome my SI.
Why must society be the judge and decide you should live because what ? Im not asking for money, im not asking for the moon, im not asking to be the king of the world...all Im asking is to have control over my own life and end it if i so desire for whatever reason.
I cant enjoy anything its been 14 years now and I dont even remember ever being any other way that what I am now, Im just going through the motions, I know nothing will ever get better, dreading every day I wake up.
And the best part is that im as healthy as it gets so ill probably get to have a pretty long life. I dont smoke, I dont drink because I dont like those two things and overall my eating habits are pretty healthy. Isnt that ironic? Life is a bad joke i swear.
Would make my choice to ctb a lot easier....
Here in europe its impossible to get one unless youre a police officer, military or someone that works in this sort of field (at least in my country), SN is not available, any other poison or substance is not available or needs a prescription it just sucks so hard.
Im left with more gruesome ways that I cant do so far because im not strong enough to overcome my SI.
Why must society be the judge and decide you should live because what ? Im not asking for money, im not asking for the moon, im not asking to be the king of the world...all Im asking is to have control over my own life and end it if i so desire for whatever reason.
I cant enjoy anything its been 14 years now and I dont even remember ever being any other way that what I am now, Im just going through the motions, I know nothing will ever get better, dreading every day I wake up.
And the best part is that im as healthy as it gets so ill probably get to have a pretty long life. I dont smoke, I dont drink because I dont like those two things and overall my eating habits are pretty healthy. Isnt that ironic? Life is a bad joke i swear.