Wish I could leave

[MalboroMan420]

I don't know why I didn't leave this morning. Everything was ready but I guess deep down I'm the only thing that's not.. I feel ready but either it's this damn SI, or.. I don't know ..

Maybe if my appendix ruptured I could go without treatment and exit that way. Anyway out of my control is fine

 

[illAF]

I don't know why I didn't leave this morning. Everything was ready but I guess deep down I'm the only thing that's not.. I feel ready but either it's this damn SI, or.. I don't know ..

Maybe if my appendix ruptured I could go without treatment and exit that way. Anyway out of my control is fine

Feel you so much.

 

[illAF]

I don't know why I didn't leave this morning. Everything was ready but I guess deep down I'm the only thing that's not.. I feel ready but either it's this damn SI, or.. I don't know ..

Maybe if my appendix ruptured I could go without treatment and exit that way. Anyway out of my control is fine

May I ask you what is your method ? Don't feel pressured to answer if you don't want to.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that after all if someone has managed to find a method that they feel confident in, only they know when it's time to finally leave but it does sound like a frustrating situation to be in, sadly suicide just isn't straightforward. But anyway best wishes.