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FadingDawn

FadingDawn

Experienced
Jul 18, 2023
282
WIsh i could have written, done something, been able to do something... that i could have talent.... but it's too late, way too late, I'm too stupid, brain dead, brain fogged, cant focus, too old for anything serious.
 
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NoPoint2Life

NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
946
I get it. I have zero talent in anything and I really have no hobbies either other than reading and watching TV, which is sad at my age. And I'm not creative at all. I get jealous of people that are good at multiple things. And every day just has more examples of how I am not smart either. Sometimes I wonder how I ever made it through school and actually was a decent student.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Me to then I would have a distraction from life
 
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targz

targz

It's not for everyone, it's not for me
Feb 22, 2023
99
I have hobbies and stuff I'm good at, and they don't work as distractions when you know they're just distractions :(
 
FadingDawn

FadingDawn

Experienced
Jul 18, 2023
282
Me to then I would have a distraction from life
meh, distractions I have. More or less in abundance. I'm not talking about some pasttime activity to while away idle hours. No, that wouldn't matter much.
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
1,226
Creative skills are basically pretty easy to learn, or your brain will pick it over time if you study and practice regularly.

I played piano for a month or two and after I learned the basics I started playing my own music. It's pretty great to have that ability because it basically gives you a rhythm to play different MIDI instruments etc.

If you like to learn more about unleashing your creative energy, I would suggest reading Julian Cameron's "The Artist Way", it's really cool book.
 
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FadingDawn

FadingDawn

Experienced
Jul 18, 2023
282
I'm not interested in pop-self help, thanks.
Creative skills are basically pretty easy to learn, or your brain will pick it over time if you study and practice regularly.

I played piano for a month or two and after I learned the basics I started playing my own music. It's pretty great to have that ability because it basically gives you a rhythm to play different MIDI instruments etc.

If you like to learn more about unleashing your creative energy, I would suggest reading Julian Cameron's "The Artist Way", it's really cool book.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I got no talent too albeit, at this point, I don't even want talent as it's so pointless and would just make me addicted to life. I'd rather be dead
 
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permanently tired

permanently tired

it's never enough
Nov 8, 2023
269
I feel that way too. I've tried to read a few self help books and I never use of the "advice." Sometimes I'll read them and praise the anecdotes, but the actual help part is fairly useless. I like would like to be talented, but I'm just a fairly mid person. I like to write sometimes, but it's not at the lvl I could do smth with it. Though, there are rlly interesting singer/songwriters out there and they're successful somehow. Even if I were some lyrical genius though, I can't sing and no connections to sell the rights to it. Yes, it has always been a distant fantasy of mine to be a singer, though ik it'll never happen.

Maybe I could take vocal lessons or smth, but I'm so tired now I don't rlly have the virgor anymore. A profitable talent would be nice
 

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