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anyoneshorizon
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- Jun 8, 2022
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Personally I will not. I feel like there's no point and it's kinda cheesy for my situation. I don't want to come off attention seeking to be honest I would feel better if no one knew I kill myself. If I did write a note I would want to say some things to my parents and probably tell them not to have a funeral or anything like that and to just get me cremated are whatever is cheapest I don't want to be a burden in death.
I remember a few years back I had planned to kill myself and I had gotten the materials to kill myself and had a note. My mother was finding my behavior suspicious and her and my step dad confronted me about it. They shamed me and guilted me for even thinking about it. They were just angry and my step dad threw all the stuff away and they said that I don't know what I'm thinking. My step dad found the note and read it out loud. They were talking about sending me to Boot Camp or something then me and my step dad "fought" because they were going to make me a get a hair cut and ofc I didn't want to. And he pinned me on the floor and put his knee on my head.
Anyways what I'm trying to say is they would probably see my suicide as like some bullshit or something
I remember a few years back I had planned to kill myself and I had gotten the materials to kill myself and had a note. My mother was finding my behavior suspicious and her and my step dad confronted me about it. They shamed me and guilted me for even thinking about it. They were just angry and my step dad threw all the stuff away and they said that I don't know what I'm thinking. My step dad found the note and read it out loud. They were talking about sending me to Boot Camp or something then me and my step dad "fought" because they were going to make me a get a hair cut and ofc I didn't want to. And he pinned me on the floor and put his knee on my head.
Anyways what I'm trying to say is they would probably see my suicide as like some bullshit or something