will you clean after yourself before you kys, write a note, prep your funeral clothes, etc? or just go ahead with it without doing anything?

[sick.faery]

and if you're gonna prep your suicide what will you do?

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Maybe leave a note behind. That's about it.

 

[Leeroy14R]

If you find yourself leaving a note behind, you had a good life...

 

[No_Lxve]

yea I'm not about to write a note of why my life sucked. it's not like people care anyway.

but to answer your question, I'll be wearing all black clothing.

 

[Hollowman]

If you find yourself leaving a note behind, you had a good life...

Not necessarily

 

[Huntfish34]

Lol. I was gonna say that also. " Not necessarily... "

But yeah I have written a few notes / letters. .. I'll be as clean as I can I guess.. and prep funeral clothes ? That's pretty new to me, not quite sure.

Or would I just do it ..... That really all depends on the situation at hand and my frame of mind.

 

[SentimentalTrip]

I've thought of buying a casket so my parents don't have to spend money on that. I would just put it on my credit card. It's not like it would ever get paid off anyway if I'm dead.

But I'm not sure I'd want a funeral to be honest. I kind of just want to be cremated.

 

[Toy]

The only reason I'd leave a note is so that others know what to do with my belongings and who to give them to when i'm gone and also what i'd like for my funeral and also that i'd like to be cremated. I could see myself possibly picking out some funeral clothing for myself.

 

[JuliaOnTheNet]

Some things I thought might be useful:
-clean
-leave instructions what should happen with belongings, how to be buried
-money for burial

And if writing a note I would avoid placing a burden onto my loved ones. Wishes like "please don't be sad, please be happy, please become xyz like you dreamed of."

B-But I started writing a letter to my mom and realised why barely anyone does it. At most I wanna prep a letter with cash and a note how much is for whom to settle all my monetary debts with people.

 

[unplug]

I don't see a point in writing a note, at least for me.

 

[Unknown21]

Yes, I'm planning to do this.

 

[MrBrownUpsideD]

Nothing, cause it won't be my problem after I'm dead. If I was woried about the aftermath I wouldn't be able to go through with it.

 

[Lamentice]

I'll take a shower beforehand & brush my teeth, comfortable clothes, and I'm 50/50 on the note thing. The reason I don't want to do it is cause I don't have the energy for the effort it'd take really, the reason I do is because I feel abusers deserve to be called out--and I want my main abuser to be.

 

[FuneralCry]

I would never even want a funeral in the first place, I only want to be forgotten about, there could never be any value in remembering such an insignificant existence. But anyway doing mundane tasks to fulfil needs are worthless to me if one is just about to free themselves from this existence, nothing could ever matter in death as everything will be gone for us by that point.

 

[henry22]

I would get rid of as many belongings as I could and clean up my place so that my family wouldn't have to be burdened with taking care of that.

 

[brainlessretard]

i am not really sure about what i would do, but i am certain of writing a note to my boyfriend and getting rid of my cellphone along with some other personal belongings.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Mostly probably just writing a note on my wish to be cremated, I wrote my suicidal note before but I realised that I won't even need to do that because I will be dead anyway.

Once I'm dead I won't have to deal with the suffering that life gives - death is perfect for me because I will be just non existing.

 

[PinkyStat]

Im not really sure if i will write a letter, if i do i would probably write some lyrics from a song and say stuff like ''you dont have to be sad, i have always wanted to find peace, so if you want my best there you go''

 

[NoReasonToLive2023]

I've actually already mostly written the note, which I will simply leave up on my computer monitor when I drive off to CTB.

 

[Kerrtu]

I was going to give the apartment a deep clean, but I've been more tired than usual and the landlord doesn't really care about the house as it is.

 

[Sweet Tart]

It's a lot to consider, especially with depression making it hard to do much of anything. Somehow me just existing with depression in my stepdad's house is a huge imposition to my family. They can fuck off.

I'm thinking about deleting nsfw pics out of courtesy. I may destroy my phone so my family can't try to invite people to my funeral (ugh I hate social events, lol). Very few people actually know me. I hate the idea of my family giving dramatic speeches about how tragic I was and how much they tried to help. I don't want them having an audience. So obv, I'm not planning to leave any notes. It does seem like as I get closer to ending my life, my thoughts about the right way to wrap things up are getting clearer and more specific. But as stated above, it's almost impossible to get anything done with depression, so who knows.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

I would probably write a note, apologizing for hurting many lovely people. My last clothes would be very colourful, because I hate the colour black. I'm not sure if I want a funeral, as I'm not religious. I guess I'd rather ask the people to dance and party in memory of me

 

[just_so_done]

I want to try and do as much as i can to not burden my family so if i have the time, energy and motivation (not sure that i have any of those left) i would want to pack up my stuff, designate what can be donated and where (less research for them), put aside things they may want that are sentimental, and create a document of stuff they need to know like preferred burial plans, a will if possible and put aside clothes that they can choose for the funeral. The less they have to think about and do the better, its the least i can do since i know i will be hurting them. Writing letters i'm still unsure who i would write to specifically, struggling with that.

 

[TAW122]

It depends on the circumstances at the time, if I have some time alone, I will probably be as calm as I can be, be neat and clean, feeling at peace, and then finally CTB while trying to minimize the mess I cause. I don't plan on writing or leaving a note (personal choice), and I certainly don't wish to have a funeral. That isn't to say what family or others will do postmortem because that is out of my control and also irrelevant (as I would be dead and no longer around to experience the aftermath).

 

[spøgelse]

no. nothing will matter as i will be dead. they can massacre me all they want, but i'll still be dead and very much not giving a shit.

 

[outrider567]

I have hardly any clothes--I'll be in just a pair of shorts CTB'ing, nothing else,---I could leave a pair of blue jeans and a shirt on my bed, so the executor of my Will can bring them to the funeral home to dress me in the casket--no funeral, just will be put in the mausoleum--When Patti died, funeral home asked me to bring for some clothes for her

 

[yyytry]

I don't see myself doing any prep.
No dressing up or cleaning.

 

[uguufo]

Got a note I update from time to time, mostly just instructions on what to do with my belongings/who to contact that needs to know etc.

 

[willitpass]

If you find yourself leaving a note behind, you had a good life...

Way to invalidate people's experiences. Having people to leave a note for may mean you had some good people in your life, which is great, so many people don't even have that, but that does not mean their entire life was good. I have an abusive mother who left me with trauma, I have been cripplingly mentally ill since the age of 10, and otherwise have had shit things happen in my life. Having one good thing does not void a person's negative experiences, and to imply that is so invalidating.

 

[tirednorthernsoul]

I think I'm probably going to write a couple notes, and probably going to leave an outfit I'd want to be buried in. My method (firearm) is going to be messy, so I'll likely need new clothes. I'll likely mention getting a cheap coffin, as material things like that don't really matter to me. A burial plot next to my parents was purchased for me when I was still a little kid, so plans have sort of already been decided for me. Ideally, I'd have a greener burial. My half-siblings are Catholic, so they'll probably include religious shit in whatever services they may have for me… ugh.