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user667
Student
- May 11, 2020
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here's the stuff i have to OD on. i need to die as soon as possible and can't wait for SN or N or anything i don't have on hand.
28x benadryl
45x ritalin (methylphenidate)
20x hydroxyzine
80x lexapro (escitalopram)
some otc painkillers
maybe a bottle of prozac
some alcohol
will this work? i was thinking of taking these then passing out into a noose. i would do hanging on its own but i have been unsuccessful. i just hang there for a minute then accept it's not going to work and get up and walk away. also i live with my parents so i'm hoping they don't find me. if they found me on the pills it wouldn't be too bad but if i hang myself and pass out and thrash around they could hear and i could end up a vegetable. but i don't want to overthink and psych myself out. i'd do anything to die tonight, no matter how painful. if there's a chance i'll die i'll do it.
28x benadryl
45x ritalin (methylphenidate)
20x hydroxyzine
80x lexapro (escitalopram)
some otc painkillers
maybe a bottle of prozac
some alcohol
will this work? i was thinking of taking these then passing out into a noose. i would do hanging on its own but i have been unsuccessful. i just hang there for a minute then accept it's not going to work and get up and walk away. also i live with my parents so i'm hoping they don't find me. if they found me on the pills it wouldn't be too bad but if i hang myself and pass out and thrash around they could hear and i could end up a vegetable. but i don't want to overthink and psych myself out. i'd do anything to die tonight, no matter how painful. if there's a chance i'll die i'll do it.