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Anon911
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- Mar 3, 2022
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2 days I attempted to hang myself. It was the very last thing I ever wanted to do, ever. I am in so much pain.
It was a partial. I blacked out within seconds. And then all i knew was i woke up On the floor with a jolt, scalred shitless, in shock.
for the grace of God, the dressing gown cord had snapped.
I'm ok as in no effect on the brain.
however, I took out a pushup board as i fell- its taken a huge chunk out of my forehead. I am telling people I slipped and hit the corner of a desk.
the most concerning things- and this is the reason for my post- you can still clearly see A red line round one half of my neck where the dressing gown cord was.
I am so so so worried that this line is permanent. I dont want to die and I dont want to try again. But I cannot live with a clear red line on my neck. I am 52 years old and have 2 kids. I cannot let them or anyone know.
can someone, anyone, please give me advice (specifically) on how likely this mark is to be permanent.
its only been 2 days, but it doesn not seem to be getting any less.
litagutire was dressing gown, soft.
Do you think there's a reasonable chance these red marks will fade and if so, roughly how long does it take.
thank you
It was a partial. I blacked out within seconds. And then all i knew was i woke up On the floor with a jolt, scalred shitless, in shock.
for the grace of God, the dressing gown cord had snapped.
I'm ok as in no effect on the brain.
however, I took out a pushup board as i fell- its taken a huge chunk out of my forehead. I am telling people I slipped and hit the corner of a desk.
the most concerning things- and this is the reason for my post- you can still clearly see A red line round one half of my neck where the dressing gown cord was.
I am so so so worried that this line is permanent. I dont want to die and I dont want to try again. But I cannot live with a clear red line on my neck. I am 52 years old and have 2 kids. I cannot let them or anyone know.
can someone, anyone, please give me advice (specifically) on how likely this mark is to be permanent.
its only been 2 days, but it doesn not seem to be getting any less.
litagutire was dressing gown, soft.
Do you think there's a reasonable chance these red marks will fade and if so, roughly how long does it take.
thank you