jenny6391bubbles
a hikikomori waiting to catch the bus
- Mar 1, 2021
- 87
cant believe more than 50% of people want to vote the son of a dictator into power, thanks to how effective online history revisionism is. fuck this. im probably going to lose my scholarship and pay back what i got from the scholarship so i'll be in debt too. fuck this shit. fuck this life so much. i'm really stupid and useless.
so if anyone's in the philippines, please recommend me a good place to kill myself in because i don't want to kill myself in my house and traumatize my parents when they see my dead body. thanks. i cant migrate anywhere because the scholarship is also trapping me here until i finish my return service (still effective even if i lose my scholarship) also so that option is out. plus this country is going to be quite unlivable by 2050 anyway thanks to climate change and most Western corporations and oil companies refusing to do jackshit.
so yeah. i dont see much hope anymore. maybe thats why i just play video games all day long lmao no point in doing hard work for college and work and capitalist companies when we are just going to be thrown into war and climate change disasters in a few years.
so if anyone's in the philippines, please recommend me a good place to kill myself in because i don't want to kill myself in my house and traumatize my parents when they see my dead body. thanks. i cant migrate anywhere because the scholarship is also trapping me here until i finish my return service (still effective even if i lose my scholarship) also so that option is out. plus this country is going to be quite unlivable by 2050 anyway thanks to climate change and most Western corporations and oil companies refusing to do jackshit.
so yeah. i dont see much hope anymore. maybe thats why i just play video games all day long lmao no point in doing hard work for college and work and capitalist companies when we are just going to be thrown into war and climate change disasters in a few years.