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Waiting2DieASAP

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Hello, I tried searching for similar threads, but could not find anything.

I have been suffering from severe depression and anxiety all my life, been on several types of medications, and I also have cancer. I have suffered more devastating setbacks in the last few weeks, and I definitely want to hang myself ASAP.

But my 5 rabbits are holding me back. Rabbits are fragile, and last time I attempted I called the Humane Society to pick them up, but they kind of knew my intentions, so they called the police and it got messy. I just want someone to find my pets within 6 hours, and I will leave out extra food/water.

I plan on CTB either on my backyard tree or on a beam outside so I will be found fairly quickly (but still dead, of course). Please, someone help me stop the pain I have been consumed by all my life :(
 
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Jean4

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I understand. My cats are holding me back. I have 4 special needs cats.

May I suggest you call a rescue. You can make up an excuse such as allergies, moving, can't afford it etc.
 
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Hello! I'm really sorry to hear that you feel like this & your condition.
i'm still alive because of my rabbits and cat as well, however I'm still figuring out how to get someone to my apartment asap when I ctb as well.
i don't care how long it would take for someone to find them as long as someone will contact my parents or my closest friend to get someone to take care of my pets.

i'm sorry that I haven't got a solution, the only thing I can think of is sending an delayed email to someone to get the police to your place
 
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Moonicide

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I'm so sorry, love. I also have a pet as well. I'm leaving food and water out for them before I pass so they'll be good for the remainder of the day until I'm found... Do you know when you will be ctbing? I'm ctbing this month, but if you need someone to call humane society once you pass I'd gladly help you out with that. I absolutely adore animals and would do anything for them.
 
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Waiting2DieASAP

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I'm so sorry, love. I also have a pet as well. I'm leaving food and water out for them before I pass so they'll be good for the remainder of the day until I'm found... Do you know when you will be ctbing? I'm ctbing this month, but if you need someone to call humane society once you pass I'd gladly help you out with that. I absolutely adore animals and would do anything for them.
Thank you so much for your response. I am sorry for all of the pain you are going through, and I truly hope that you will find peace, soon. Thank you.

As for me, I will be CTB hopefully tomorrow or during the weekend. It has been long enough, and my precious rabbits are the only things keeping me here for a little longer. I just want to make sure I am 100% dead before they leave me.
 
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Thank you so much for your response. I am sorry for all of the pain you are going through, and I truly hope that you will find peace, soon. Thank you.

As for me, I will be CTB hopefully tomorrow or during the weekend. It has been long enough, and my precious rabbits are the only things keeping me here for a little longer. I just want to make sure I am 100% dead before they leave me.

Thank you, and I hope you will find peace tomorrow, love. You can message me if you'd like, I'll be here and your story has touched my heart.
I am so glad those rabbits have had an owner like you. :heart:
 
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