Will I successfully ctb by jumping?

[StrawberryBlonde]

Hi, well, this is my first post here. I am planning to ctb in a week or so, and I wanted to know in advance if I will be successful.
So, it's winter and the asphalt is kind of covered in snow, I'm a 18 years old female 5'4 and 45 kg, will 12 floord work? Will I die if I jump in star fish position?
I also have severe OCD so this is my main reason to die. Thanks!

 

[Someone123]

You might or you might end up paralyzed and alive- it's a very risky method. You may be able to overcome OCD with the right help, with the right therapy. If you search on youtube by "How to overcome ocd" there are many videos that may help. Links to some are below:

 

[Malcolm Yarfa]

I wouldn't recommend this method it is too risky!

 

[GasMonkey]

Jumping is not worth it unless is a HUGE height.
Better going for a peaceful method.