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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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Like the website has roundabout 25 k member and roundabout 84 k threads.
I have posted approximately 2.2 k posts. Thus 840 of them must be threads (no other posts) so that I have created/started 1% of all threads in this forum.
Yeah maybe this is kind of a weird/ morbid thread. Though I hope that I can comfort or at least distract some people of their pain with my threads. It is true it gets more difficult to find new ideas for threads. Many members have complimented me for my creativity. Maybe this really stems from my bipolar disorder. Normally I am not such a creative person rather someone who needs rigid routines. And one of these routines is posting in this forum as a valve.
I think I get many new ideas because I am pretty pathological at overthinking and ruminating. I suffer a lot and I ask myself a lot of questions why the world is how it is. It often decreases my loneliness when I write here. And comforts me that I don't have gf. Posting here helps against my manic symptoms. I calm down when I share my thoughts here. Honestly I think not having this forum as a valve could lead me into a serious crisis. It is similar to sad music. Also something what helps me to relax.
I have posted approximately 2.2 k posts. Thus 840 of them must be threads (no other posts) so that I have created/started 1% of all threads in this forum.
Yeah maybe this is kind of a weird/ morbid thread. Though I hope that I can comfort or at least distract some people of their pain with my threads. It is true it gets more difficult to find new ideas for threads. Many members have complimented me for my creativity. Maybe this really stems from my bipolar disorder. Normally I am not such a creative person rather someone who needs rigid routines. And one of these routines is posting in this forum as a valve.
I think I get many new ideas because I am pretty pathological at overthinking and ruminating. I suffer a lot and I ask myself a lot of questions why the world is how it is. It often decreases my loneliness when I write here. And comforts me that I don't have gf. Posting here helps against my manic symptoms. I calm down when I share my thoughts here. Honestly I think not having this forum as a valve could lead me into a serious crisis. It is similar to sad music. Also something what helps me to relax.
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