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CursedForDisaster

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Apr 1, 2019
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My goal was to leave between August 14th and October 1st but I just don't know if I'll be able to... it's all I want but it seems like the things I want most in life are also the hardest to grasp. I don't know how I can keep surviving here, I dream of my death every day but I just don't know how to get there. I wish I had someone who could help in any way but I have blocked out the world, intentionally and unintentionally at the same time, I'm always in a war of contradiction with myself, a war that must end
 
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Taki

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My goal was to leave between August 14th and October 1st but I just don't know if I'll be able to... it's all I want but it seems like the things I want most in life are also the hardest to grasp. I don't know how I can keep surviving here, I dream of my death every day but I just don't know how to get there. I wish I had someone who could help in any way but I have blocked out the world, intentionally and unintentionally at the same time, I'm always in a war of contradiction with myself, a war that must end
I hope things work and you can find a way to live.
 

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