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DexterMorgan

DexterMorgan

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Mar 29, 2024
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The type of train I will plan to do is a CSX train half a mile away from me. Need help. I think i can tolerate at max 20 seconds of 10/10 pain.
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
247
A train at full speed will obliterate you in a moment. Of course, there is always a chance it hits you at an odd angle. With a train though - that is a very low odd.
 
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DexterMorgan

DexterMorgan

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Mar 29, 2024
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A train at full speed will obliterate you in a moment. Of course, there is always a chance it hits you at an odd angle. With a train though - that is a very low odd.
I would just have my head on the tracks not doing the dumb shit where I lay fully on tracks not that much of an idiot and I'm pretty fucking dumb. Just nervous the cowcatcher will obliterate my skull and I'll be tossed aside conscious with a smashed head in the grass.
 
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grozat

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Jan 29, 2025
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Not necessarily a full cow catcher but I failed a train attempt because of a metal spike thing that sits in front of the wheels. I assume it is for clearing debris or smaller animals.

My error was laying with my stomach on the track rather than my head. I was hiding near a blind corner so the train would not be able to slow or stop in time and rushed the placement.

I got impaled by the spike and pushed along until the train stopped. Had to wriggle myself off and out from underneath it fully conscious. It was absolute goldilocks placement to have no lasting damage - a little deeper and it would have hit my spine, lower it would have smashed my hips, higher it would have gone through my ribs and lungs. Instead it was basically an axe wound.

I think the train model is "Comeng 647M" for reference. Police report said it was going above 60kph which should have been fast enough to work even with bad placement.
 
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DexterMorgan

DexterMorgan

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Mar 29, 2024
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Not necessarily a full cow catcher but I failed a train attempt because of a metal spike thing that sits in front of the wheels. I assume it is for clearing debris or smaller animals.

My error was laying with my stomach on the track rather than my head. I was hiding near a blind corner so the train would not be able to slow or stop in time and rushed the placement.

I got impaled by the spike and pushed along until the train stopped. Had to wriggle myself off and out from underneath it fully conscious. It was absolute goldilocks placement to have no lasting damage - a little deeper and it would have hit my spine, lower it would have smashed my hips, higher it would have gone through my ribs and lungs. Instead it was basically an axe wound.

I think the train model is "Comeng 647M" for reference. Police report said it was going above 60kph which should have been fast enough to work even with bad placement.
Holy shit bro. I can't tell if I want to compliment the fact you survived that or give sympathy. Sorry you didn't get the result you wanted, though. So you're saying it would work if just the neck was on it? That's my plan.
Not necessarily a full cow catcher but I failed a train attempt because of a metal spike thing that sits in front of the wheels. I assume it is for clearing debris or smaller animals.

My error was laying with my stomach on the track rather than my head. I was hiding near a blind corner so the train would not be able to slow or stop in time and rushed the placement.

I got impaled by the spike and pushed along until the train stopped. Had to wriggle myself off and out from underneath it fully conscious. It was absolute goldilocks placement to have no lasting damage - a little deeper and it would have hit my spine, lower it would have smashed my hips, higher it would have gone through my ribs and lungs. Instead it was basically an axe wound.

I think the train model is "Comeng 647M" for reference. Police report said it was going above 60kph which should have been fast enough to work even with bad placement.
Just looked the train up. So sorry you had to endure that sh*t dude. Looks horrific.
 
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grozat

New Member
Jan 29, 2025
2
It should work - I just screwed up the placement big time. I think I rushed it in the moment when I saw the train. Neck/head or anything around the chest would be fatal. If it was a touch higher for me it would have pierced my lungs or heart instead it was just into the non-vital bit between my ribs and hips.

I'm very lucky in the sense that I wasn't permanently crippled by it but now I'm cursed without an exit because if that didn't work for me I honestly don't know what will.

Good luck with whatever comes next for you, I hope you can find your peace.
 
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