Why the fuck is this earth just making people in pain suffer for no reason

[Painforever]

Its not like removing acess to a good suicide way is going to make me contribute anything. Im not going to have kids or do a proper career

Im gonna have to do something soon but ive been putting it off for years in fear of failing or the pain.
Why the fuck cant i live in a country with acess to euthanasia or acess to a gun

Sorry if i sound like a bitch but its so fucking annoying

anyone who lives in usa is so lucky to be able to get a gun. Im gonna have to go out in some fucked up way, even swallowing the powders like a bitch is something i am horrified to do.
This is just what im thinking, i would be gone ages ago if i could have gotten a gun

 

[Dingusguy]

Right there with you, I don't think making suicide harder is the right way at all. I have few to no options where I am and it fucking sucks.
euthanasia should be a human right, if I can't get fixed or if I'm in pain its cruel to force people who don't want to live to keep living.

I hope you find a way out or a fix.