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DeIetedUser4739

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Apr 21, 2024
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Sodium Nitrite is relatively easy to get, not illegal and cheap. There's an exact dosage and guide to help with ctb. It also is able to be sent anywhere in the world. Lots of goodbye threads with plenty of information about symptoms, timeline before passing out etc.

Fentanyl is probably better but more difficult to get for most people as interacting with drug dealers or buying stuff off the dark web is risky, plus it's illegal. There's also the problem of purity as it's always mixed with other drugs so you won't really know what you've got. No way to know exactly how much to take as most deaths are allegedly accidental overdoses.

Nembutal I don't even know about, I've read it's not made anymore or only available in South America. So not really accessible if exists unless you want to board a plane. You don't hear about it much nowadays.

That's the top three substances I've seen on here to overdose on, there's plenty more deadly substances around but not much is known about them so attempting would be a gamble.

You can see why Sodium Nitrite is the only one that ticks almost all the boxes.
 
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lostinwoe

lostinwoe

woefully bound to death.
Mar 1, 2024
154
definitely the method imma go with I've already ordered my SN
 
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samicitchka

It Hurts Until it Doesn't.
Apr 14, 2024
26
It's impossible to get it where I live - it was my 1st choice always but now I've been looking for F or SS20 tablets - seems like this may be my only option at this point. I had a CTB day for next weekend Sunday - not sure I'll be able to make it happen now.
 
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BlueCup

BlueCup

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Apr 27, 2024
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SN is risky too, no legit supplier will ship to western countries.
Either you go to selling countries through the customs or you order it through sketchy suppliers known to LE and risk a wellfare check like they do in the uk when they see a package coming from the ukrainian provider.

I wonder if you would get the wellfare check when ordering to a pickup shop with a fake actual adress. You'd still need to give your name.
 
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dggtscccvfd

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Jun 1, 2023
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Totally agree it's the best method. I have mine in my wardrobe, ready for the day.
 
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LilysAngel

LilysAngel

Specialist
Apr 30, 2024
377
SN is my backup method. It seems pretty solid, if the right regiment is taken.

This was a great post, thank you.
 
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samicitchka

It Hurts Until it Doesn't.
Apr 14, 2024
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SN is risky too, no legit supplier will ship to western countries.
Either you go to selling countries through the customs or you order it through sketchy suppliers known to LE and risk a wellfare check like they do in the uk when they see a package coming from the ukrainian provider.

I wonder if you would get the wellfare check when ordering to a pickup shop with a fake actual adress. You'd still need to give your name.
I don't know if they do welfare checks here - I have a second address and a maiden name I could use for delivery. It's just finding the right place to order from. Dark web has failed me 3x now.
 
RemainingDubious

RemainingDubious

All of these lies are not worth fighting for
Feb 18, 2024
322
risk a wellfare check like they do in the uk when they see a package coming from the ukrainian provider.
Has there actually been any reports of anyone in the uk getting a welfare check after purchasing from the ukrainian provider? 🤔
 
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LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
635
SN is risky too, no legit supplier will ship to western countries.
Either you go to selling countries through the customs or you order it through sketchy suppliers known to LE and risk a wellfare check like they do in the uk when they see a package coming from the ukrainian provider.

I wonder if you would get the wellfare check when ordering to a pickup shop with a fake actual adress. You'd still need to give your name.
I don't know why people keep spreading such lies. I'm from Western Europe and I got my SN from a legit Polish supplier. There are plenty of legit suppliers from EU. You just have to find them.
 
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anagram

Suicide: permanent solution to permanent problems
Feb 4, 2024
69
There's a lot of variables to consider when using SN but when done correctly, it's a reliable method
 
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DeIetedUser4739

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Apr 21, 2024
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I don't think a welfare check really matters unless you live with others you don't want knowing about your ctb plans.

It's also not illegal so there's not really anything they can do about it as the guy still had the package of SN despite them saying he'd also received a welfare check, just tell them you're fine and to piss off.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,312
No one is getting welfare checks. KL raid was the only case.

SN is not difficult to get, it's not illegal and customs is not looking for it.

We need to keep challenging the nonsense that governments have banned it.

The only thing that happened is Amazon and eBay took it off their sites. You can still easily find it.
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

Missed my appointment with Death
Mar 9, 2024
637
I don't think a welfare check really matters unless you live with others you don't want knowing about your ctb plans.

It's also not illegal so there's not really anything they can do about it as the guy still had the package of SN despite them saying he'd also received a welfare check, just tell them you're fine and to piss off.
Idk, I got forcibly taken to a hospital by the police after a "welfare check" after literally just missing my appointment with my psychiatrist (who knew that I was actively suicidal). Luckily I was let go after a couple hours, but I have to imagine they'll take it more seriously if they have evidence that I have access to a method. Legally they'd be able to detain me in a psych ward in such a scenario.

I want to send it to a pick-up location but then I'd still have to use my name.,,
There's a lot of variables to consider when using SN but when done correctly, it's a reliable method
I think one of the most complicated parts, apart from acquiring it to begin with, is getting an antiemetic. I've seen a couple different posts from people failing to get meto, including myself, and the reliability of the method seems to take a hit when vomiting is involved (though it's still not impossible). Apparently people can also have bad reactions to meto too (though that's with any medication, of course).
 
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BlueCup

BlueCup

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Apr 27, 2024
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I don't know why people keep spreading such lies. I'm from Western Europe and I got my SN from a legit Polish supplier. There are plenty of legit suppliers from EU. You just have to find them.
How long ago did you order ?

I checked all the polish suppliers I could find, none of them ship abroad anymore.
 
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sukiduki

Member
Mar 24, 2024
88
people say sn is easy to get but why does it seem like so many of us do not know how to get it on this forum? i am having trouble, i dont know if its because my research skills are poor or my reading comprehension is not great but i 1000% believe i will have to use a method that is not sn even tho i would prefer to use sn
 
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tonytwist007

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Oct 6, 2021
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SN is risky too, no legit supplier will ship to western countries.
Either you go to selling countries through the customs or you order it through sketchy suppliers known to LE and risk a wellfare check like they do in the uk when they see a package coming from the ukrainian provider.

I wonder if you would get the wellfare check when ordering to a pickup shop with a fake actual adress. You'd still need to give your name.
Legit suppliers will ship to western countries provided you are able to show that it is being used for its intended purpose. I am fortunate to work in such an industry and was able acquire 99% pure SN without issue.
 
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feelinggloomy

Student
May 29, 2024
136
My son got a welfare check but it was too late.
 
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justaladfromperth

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Feb 28, 2024
7
I don't know why people keep spreading such lies. I'm from Western Europe and I got my SN from a legit Polish supplier. There are plenty of legit suppliers from EU. You just have to find them.
Agree, wasnt too hard to get from China
 
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feelinggloomy

Student
May 29, 2024
136
Sorry but what do you mean?
My son ordered SN. I don't know from where. But a month after he passed the FBI and the local police showed up at my door to try to "intercept" the SN but it was too late. They explained that they were going around to people who ordered from this place to try to get the SN before it was used. They went on to explain that they had gotten several packets of SN from people who were willing to give it up. They asked me for it … obviously my son used one packet but I kept the other one (for myself) so I said I threw it out. I assumed their investigation had something to do with the guy who has been charged (the former chef from Canada ??). The agents gave me their names but will not tell me anything because they said it is an ongoing investigation. My son didn't do anything illegal, they were trying to "save" him and were going after the supplier.
 
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hadenough58

Looking for Understanding
Mar 7, 2024
112
I am terrified of getting an OD wrong and ending up a vegetable, otherwise this would be my method of choice.
There appears to be a lot of contradictory information in the forum but I appreciate different countries have different laws.
It is no longer a crime to commit suicide in the UK but it is to assist somebody, the police also have powers to detain you if the believe you will harm yourself or others.
 
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Goku Black

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Jun 5, 2023
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They explained that they were going around to people who ordered from this place to try to get the SN before it was used.
I'm not shocked at all that law enforcement monitor this place and have gone around to attempt to intercept those who have bought it after coming on here.
I assumed their investigation had something to do with the guy who has been charged (the former chef from Canada ??). The agents gave me their names but will not tell me anything because they said it is an ongoing investigation.
Yeah, considering it's a big investigation due to the fact that it's a global issue since Law did sell to anyone from anyone anywhere in the world no surprise the FBI are involved.
My son didn't do anything illegal, they were trying to "save" him and were going after the supplier.
My deepest condolences for your loss, and yes he didn't do anything illegal, they were most likely going to question him and try get information on who he bought it from and then take it away from him as well.
 
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feelinggloomy

Student
May 29, 2024
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I'm not shocked at all that law enforcement monitor this place and have gone around to attempt to intercept those who have bought it after coming on here.

Yeah, considering it's a big investigation due to the fact that it's a global issue since Law did sell to anyone from anyone anywhere in the world no surprise the FBI are involved.

My deepest condolences for your loss, and yes he didn't do anything illegal, they were most likely going to question him and try get information on who he bought it from and then take it away from him as well.
Yeah they were clear he didn't do anything wrong and while they didn't tell me they knew when and from whom he ordered it. The guys that showed up at my house were given a list of names and addresses to go to. Like I mentioned I believe it has something to do with the Canadian man. For what it's worth it took a month or so to get to my house … so people who ordered it had time to CTB including my son.
 
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