why shouldn't i kill myself?

[NeverNoLuck]

Serious question. My life is shit and will pretty much always be shit. I hate having to work constantly to afford things. i hate having to work constantly on myself to be happy. I wake up always tired. Sure, if i killed myself i wouldnt be happy, but i also wouldnt be depressed, lonely, and just hopeless all the time.

i see no beauty in life and never have. why shouldn't i kill myself today?

 

[Mofreeko]

It doesn't matter what reasons other people give you for killing yourself or not. All that matters is that you're doing what you want to do without feeling pressured one way or another.

 

[hunterfla]

This site is full of people who feel the same, people who don't want to be here and wish they could just evaporate...so this probably isn't the right place to ask. Of course there are those lurkers and pro lifers who always have to chime in so I'm sure they will be here soon. Until then, peace and love.

 

[FuneralCry]

At least I see absolutely no reason to continue existing, the only reason as to why I'm actually still here is because going through with suicide involves risks and is a difficult thing to do. If suicide is more straightforward I would be long gone from this world, free from the burden that is existence.

But yes, continuing to exist only ever does cause us to suffer more, with the potential being there for existing to get so much worse at any moment. The existence of life really is the most tragic thing, it's horrific how life evolved to this point in which we have awareness of this world. I will never not despise life, existing holds no value and has no purpose, life is such an useless concept and the only thing that brings me any form of relief is the thought of being permanently free from this world. To die solves everything as it removes the cause of all problems in the first place and the thing that I have a problem with is life itself. But yes, there is no beauty in being here. It would be seriously disturbing to suggest life as being a beautiful thing. Such a view is so invalidating as so much endless torture continues to exist.

 

[GasMonkey]

You decide your destiny.

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

They tell us when we're young…

You can do ANYTHING if you just BELIEVE!

 

[ForeverLonely82]

Serious question. My life is shit and will pretty much always be shit. I hate having to work constantly to afford things. i hate having to work constantly on myself to be happy. I wake up always tired. Sure, if i killed myself i wouldnt be happy, but i also wouldnt be depressed, lonely, and just hopeless all the time.

i see no beauty in life and never have. why shouldn't i kill myself today?

I wouldn't ever tell anyone to die, unless I truly hate them. I feel like you, constantly tired, no energy and just don't give a shit about anything. Everything, to me, is shit. Family,people and living in general. Just sitting beside ourselves with being in our heads far too much. Now, if we had some kind of life then there could be places to go or possible friends to chill with....denied. I like to call our lives "Life Eternal Prison" as it's just like prison but there is no parole or release, just when our lives end is when it's over. Normies will say "What a life..." I just want to shake one and yell to their face "DON"T YOU THINK WE HAVEN"T TRIED? FUCK OFF!" I would say it gets better, but it doesn't and sorry you feel this way, most of us do, but CTB is your decision alone. I won't talk you out or save you from it. Just will wish you peace and to rest easy. Life is just too damn hard and hate it.

They tell us when we're young…

You can do ANYTHING if you just BELIEVE!

I tell them to "Shut up" and to "Fuck off!"
Loathe those who lies to others who are suffering like this and giving false hope is one of the greatest sins.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

You know, that believe line does work for some people. The world is full of successful people after all, from all walks of life. I guess they just take it to heart, idk. It just doesn't work on everybody. Outside circumstances in one's life play a big part in how one ends up in life, what they get out of it, and how much effort that are able to put forth in striving for success.

 

[ryo the frog]

"wHaT aBoUt AlL tHe GoOd LiFe CaN gIvE"

but on a serious note, you're the only one that can answer that since it's your life.
though on a not so personal level, i'll say this. your purpose in the grand scheme of society is to make yourself useful. and by making yourself useful (getting a job) you are keeping yourself alive. with that being said, how are you live in a world where you need to work to survive when working is the utmost unbearable thing. whats the point if you're miserable? there is none, and you dont owe anyone anything.
now i'm not going to say society would say that you should ctb because of how pro life it is, though that's what i'm getting at.

regardless, do what makes you feel better. if its death so be it. after all, living just isn't for everyone.
(I mean they're eight billion of these fuckers why are people so instistant that it is?)