Venting Why should you care if other people see you as trash?

[Wormfood]

At your funeral will they talk about your resume or memories? When you first came out of the womb weren't you a precious child? Why have you let jerks and that little voice in your head convince you that you're scum? Aren't you stardust like anybody else? Why are you worthless? Why do you have to impress the people in your life with your resume and material possessions? Why don't you seek out people who you don't have to impress?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Thank goodness I won't have to worry about this because there is no one left in my life to come to my funeral. I won't be having one anyway, as it's going in my will that there will be none. I'm going to be nothing more than a bag of dust, placed within the confines of a hole, hollowed out in a monument, by someone I don't even know. I don't care how society remembers me. I don't want to be remembered by anyone. I quit caring a long time ago. That was the start of the countdown for me. Apparently, I was never here for any good reason. My being here was either a cruel joke, or an enormous mistake. There is nothing for me here, and nothing for any other by me being here. It's already as if I don't exist. All I'm going to end up doing when I ctb is make it official.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think for me personally, it could never matter to me what people say after I am gone as I will not be there to see it. All life is so temporary and meaningless after all. I see my life as being so insignificant, eventually I will just be forgotten about and that is what I want the most. In an ideal world, if it was possible, I would like to completely disappear and have my entire existence erased.

 

[NeverReallyHere]

Wealth, material possessions, our productivity in the marketplace: unfortunately these are the things we're socially conditioned to measure our worth by.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Im worthless because I hate myself and nothing will ever change that.

Also other people's opinions of us are important. Its how you get friends, a relationship, get employed etc.

 

[Lost Magic]

I hear what you are saying. It's true. Most funerals are about achievements and such. As if we are just all puppets out to impress people. It's such a fake world. I myself have asked to be cremated in my will, with no service. I will just be scattered in a crematorium garden near my mum. Simple and effective.