FarSquid
Alone, at the end of everything
- Nov 14, 2021
- 8
My grandmother passed away yesterday which brought these thoughts up again - still numb to the fact, but all I can think is why not me? All these people who are actually cared about, actually contributing to the world in meaningful ways, and they're the ones who die. Why can't it be me who ends up in front of a car at the wrong time or something? What am I doing wrong that keeps me from being the one who gets to die? This world is messed up.