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Reprehensible
- Nov 19, 2021
- 49
Is there not a single, easily accessible and peaceful way to CTB in developed nations? Everything is illegal in my country or near impossible to procure, even inert gas which should be one of the easiest things to get and would be one of my preferred methods. I can't take this anymore, I need to CTB ASAP. I feel like I won't be able to take it anymore one day soon and will feel forced to take a violent or painful method out of desperation and necessity (that may or may not even have the desired effect) which I don't want and I don't want people I love to see the result of that either.
If I had the capability to leave any way I wanted then I'd be gone already. My life should be mine to do as I wish, so why must they make it impossible and force people into desperate measures? If nothing else it should be legal for you to go to the doctor and end your life providing your reasons are rational, logical and/or medical and are sustained over a certain length of time or something. Only a couple of months ago the thought of flinging myself from a tall building or something was terrifying as a way to CTB but now I feel like I don't really have many options. Sorry I just needed to rant… I'm scared, frustrated, feel like I have zero control over my own life and can't say this anywhere else.
If anyone bothered to read this then thanks, I hope the rest of you are having a better day than me.
If I had the capability to leave any way I wanted then I'd be gone already. My life should be mine to do as I wish, so why must they make it impossible and force people into desperate measures? If nothing else it should be legal for you to go to the doctor and end your life providing your reasons are rational, logical and/or medical and are sustained over a certain length of time or something. Only a couple of months ago the thought of flinging myself from a tall building or something was terrifying as a way to CTB but now I feel like I don't really have many options. Sorry I just needed to rant… I'm scared, frustrated, feel like I have zero control over my own life and can't say this anywhere else.
If anyone bothered to read this then thanks, I hope the rest of you are having a better day than me.