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last time i tried to run away i stayed with my only friend whos mother tried sending me to a womans shelter so she didnt have to deal with me, my dad wont take me either so im sorta stuck
Oh, that's awful. I'm sorry that you are stuck with her. Maybe you could try staying at the womens shelter or some other shelter?
my mother was abused in everyway possible growing up, she then got into 2 marriages in her life who both abused her. i get its the only way she knows but it still hurts me and drives me to want to CTB. i do not blame her much but her parents and exes who did this. and when she punishes me she normally says why but its a lot of bullshit, like im lazy, or cant do anything right. she uses her depression and anxiety as an excuse but mine is only something to get punished for.
In my perspective, it doesn't matter what other people had done to her. At all. You said that you don't blame her much. I think you actually should. Her traumas are hers to deal with, not yours. And I don't think it's the only way she knows, because surely there are people in her life she treats with respect. I am glad that you recognize that these are bullshit reasons, because they are. Your father is also an ass for not helping you. I hope you'll think about going to woman's shelter, I think it would be good for you if you stayed for awhile away from your shitty mother, who seems to feel entitled to abuse you.
There are in fact people, who were abused in the past and don't abuse others. Actually lots of them. They just don't feel entitled to abuse someone else. That's it.
If you're a girl, you gotta hit her back and assert dominance. Tell her you have had ENOUGH. Act like a b*tch, get treated like one. Some humans are more like animals and only respond to conditioning. My mum used to push me into corners and it felt so horrible, I am a big man and I would have been screwed if I ever layed hands on her. Use gender privilege to your advantage. I know it's hard. Best of luck, friend.
