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Azno

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Jun 2, 2023
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Endless possibilities of existence and we just exist this way at this time, why can't we be in a magical exciting world, instead we are in a boring world and in a boring time, we just do stuff then sit on devices for easy dopamine, I sometimes wish we were in an imaginary world, and think about it but get reminded that it's only imaginary, it makes me hopeless but at the same time makes me wanna stay so I can think about this world and at least it would be in my head, the world is so miserable, boring and agonizing, also irl humans are kinda disgusting in actions and looks, it just drives me to lose myself in worlds in my head, I just wanted to let my thoughts out.
 
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Homo erectus

Homo erectus

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Mar 7, 2023
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Power inequality. People need power to do things they like. Without power, there is nothing to do, or only boring assigned tasks.
 
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Azno

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Jun 2, 2023
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Power inequality. People need power to do things they like. Without power, there is nothing to do, or only boring assigned tasks.
Even if you had power it would be just less boring.
 
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Homo erectus

Homo erectus

Mage
Mar 7, 2023
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Maybe less boring is good enough, or maybe it can break the matrix and open up a new world.
 
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
There are no possibilities, everything feels like the same
 
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
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Earthbound would also be cool
 
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SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
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Endless possibilities of existence and we just exist this way at this time, why can't we be in a magical exciting world, instead we are in a boring world and in a boring time, we just do stuff then sit on devices for easy dopamine, I sometimes wish we were in an imaginary world, and think about it but get reminded that it's only imaginary, it makes me hopeless but at the same time makes me wanna stay so I can think about this world and at least it would be in my head, the world is so miserable, boring and agonizing, also irl humans are kinda disgusting in actions and looks, it just drives me to lose myself in worlds in my head, I just wanted to let my thoughts out.
I mean I have ADHD so on top of depression and BPD, I'm always bored
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,250
I agree that existing is very pointless, tedious and dreadful, I see existing as just waiting around to die where eventually everything will inevitably be forgotten about. I understand that other people wish for a different kind of existence but I personally only wish for non-existence, that's what is ideal to me, for me the only relief lies in being permanently free from everything.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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we just do stuff then sit on devices
Probably this is one of THE major issues youth and young people are having nowadays!! When I was young there was neither Internet nor simple mobile phones we just had fun outside.
I sometimes wish we were in an imaginary world
That was later when "partying" was a big part of my live from the mid 90's onwards, there was an "imaginary world" almost every weekend to give a work/life balance.

tbh I can really understand up to some point how difficult and hard live for younger people is nowadays, I don't want to be "young" today anymore.

Current life can be boring because of lack of possibilities to do what you want to do right now?

Sorry OP you have to go through this. I hope you can find peace somehow!
 
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