Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
- 794
I envy people who successfully completed CTB by whichever method as long as it didn't keep them in agony for too long.
Also, it's so hard to jump. I keep thinking of surviving the fall and only end up hurting myself badly forever.
Why must it be so hard ?
And if survival instinct was wrapped up into our minds somehow to avoid the pai n associated with suicide then why didn't nature also give all of us a painless self eject button ?
Why don't we get a say in ending our lives painlessly before old age ?
Also, it's so hard to jump. I keep thinking of surviving the fall and only end up hurting myself badly forever.
Why must it be so hard ?
And if survival instinct was wrapped up into our minds somehow to avoid the pai n associated with suicide then why didn't nature also give all of us a painless self eject button ?
Why don't we get a say in ending our lives painlessly before old age ?