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It takes a man to be a man
- Oct 1, 2023
- 64
Like, I mentioned that I found my sn before. It disappeared again. My roommate accidentally threw it into a trash bag and then into a car that carries it all. And now my SN completely disappeared. And I still don't have money. And I still feel so fucking bad.
Today I cut myself a lot. And it's literally that my bath is all red. I cut myself deep enough to leave scars, but not deep enough to cut the artery.
And now they all just fuckin hurt when I just lay on the bed and write this thread. I'm just so tired of all that.
All the time I'm the one that fails at everything. I'm the one that could be manipulated easily. Like really. My ability to trust people easy and fast just ruined my life. I understand that it is completely my fault. And I just hate myself even more for that.
Today I cut myself a lot. And it's literally that my bath is all red. I cut myself deep enough to leave scars, but not deep enough to cut the artery.
And now they all just fuckin hurt when I just lay on the bed and write this thread. I'm just so tired of all that.
All the time I'm the one that fails at everything. I'm the one that could be manipulated easily. Like really. My ability to trust people easy and fast just ruined my life. I understand that it is completely my fault. And I just hate myself even more for that.
