I have tried to hang myself countless times from a door with a blanket tied to the door knob. This is because my apartment has no where high to hang from and this is the only place to hang. I tie a noose around my neck and sit down on the floor. However as the effects start taking place I start panicking and stand up straight away. After this I start feeling dizzy for a few seconds. I am starting to lose hope now. I just do not understand why it is so hard after reading the news and seeing so many people hang themselves and I cannot even after trying to much.
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I have tried to hang myself countless times from a door with a blanket tied to the door knob. This is because my apartment has no where high to hang from and this is the only place to hang. I tie a noose around my neck and sit down on the floor. However as the effects start taking place I start panicking and stand up straight away. After this I start feeling dizzy for a few seconds. I am starting to lose hope now. I just do not understand why it is so hard after reading the news and seeing so many people hang themselves and I cannot even after trying to much.
I don't know, but I never found partial hanging appealling because it seems difficult and very time consuming to get it right, to find the right spot and so on. I feel like the failure rate is 50/50 or worse with it, as opposed to full hanging, but that's just because I've read so many threads about partials failing.
brokenpersi
Member
- Jan 23, 2023
- 46
Hassan my friend, haven't you written about SN before? Be careful with hanging - many things can go wrong. Maybe give yourself one last chance before you make up your mind. I did the same - 8 last months, and we will see then. I also suffer at every moment, but I try to live because I know that there is no turning back from this decision
I have ordered SN but they haven't confirmed the delivery and the antiemetics order keeps getting cancelled for some reason saying my card was declined for some reason so I'm losing hope at this point
I have had 2 months to think about the decision so I am pretty certain at this point
Worndown
Angelic
- Mar 21, 2019
- 4,091
It is not working because you stand up. Try to find a way to stop that. A belt or rope will do a better job too.Similar threads
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