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someone02
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- Aug 12, 2020
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Two weeks ago I left this forum.
The reason was (as I stated), that I thought I should not drive in two directions. I meant by that, that I thought I should not try to solve my problems in life and plan to commit suicide at the same time.
Now I see it differently. There's something I want to reach/have in life. But for that I need to feel better. And knowing I can end all this whenever I want makes me feel better.
I think this is not the best strategy, but the only thing that's left for me.
I won't reach what I want in life if I don't feel better and don't have the charisma necessary for that.
So I hope I will get help here.
The reason was (as I stated), that I thought I should not drive in two directions. I meant by that, that I thought I should not try to solve my problems in life and plan to commit suicide at the same time.
Now I see it differently. There's something I want to reach/have in life. But for that I need to feel better. And knowing I can end all this whenever I want makes me feel better.
I think this is not the best strategy, but the only thing that's left for me.
I won't reach what I want in life if I don't feel better and don't have the charisma necessary for that.
So I hope I will get help here.