WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN!!!

[evey8112]

So i plan on CTB next month which is the beginning of the new year. I am in the right head space to CTB and now my sister text me
to tell me her BF which owns his own company has an open position for me because i have been out of work for awhile. I see a spark of hope but every time I give in that maybe things will get better i end up back here in a black void and it seems like a never ending cycle of misery.. can anyone relate?

 

[LonelyEmerald]

yes

 

[Obliviate]

I learned there's never gonna be pure happiness anytime, there will always be burdens and bad things that happen, some days good, most days bad well for me anyways. It's all about luck, no such thing as hardwork. Just privilege, connections and opportunities. The questions is what's our limit to deal with the bad things

 

[MidnightDream]

Yeah. But I think it's important that where there is a spark of hope, that it's considered properly. You can't have a proper fire without that initial spark, and you never know, it might turn into something great. Only you know what's best for you, and I'm not trying to dissuade you either way, just know there's no right or wrong outcome. There's no harm in delaying your date if you want to see what could happen with this. There's also no harm in not doing that. Choice is entirely yours.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

So i plan on CTB next month which is the beginning of the new year. I am in the right head space to CTB and now my sister text me
to tell me her BF which owns his own company has an open position for me because i have been out of work for awhile. I see a spark of hope but every time I give in that maybe things will get better i end up back here in a black void and it seems like a never ending cycle of misery.. can anyone relate?

Maybe you're still having enough luck that the cosmic forces still align for you and bring opportunities your way. Eventually, they do stop, at least that's my experience. Of course, like having a doorway in front of you, it's still up to you whether you walk through that door. If you go through the door and decide after that you want to come back, you can always come back through the door and revisit where you are right now. No harm, no foul.

 

[Teddybear]

So i plan on CTB next month which is the beginning of the new year. I am in the right head space to CTB and now my sister text me
to tell me her BF which owns his own company has an open position for me because i have been out of work for awhile. I see a spark of hope but every time I give in that maybe things will get better i end up back here in a black void and it seems like a never ending cycle of misery.. can anyone relate?

I'd jump on any spark of hope and ride it for as long as it burns. You can always kill yourself another day, but you can never come back. What's the worst thing that can happen? You fail - a feeling I am sure you've already gotten used to. I surely did.

 

[Wannagonow]

Personally I feel like I've passed the point of no return in terms of actively pursuing more change in my life. But I sense you're younger than me and do have some family support (at least your sister). If life gives you an opportunity, and it seems as though it has, you might wanna give it a try. You can always change your mind if it doesn't feel right. Whatever you decide I wish you the best.