Why does the idea of suicide seem more difficult to imagine myself doing when I’m at home as opposed to being out in public?

[Weebster]

I don't mean doing the deed at home.

 

[FuneralCry]

It is hard to answer that question, sometimes we just cant help the way we feel, there may not necessarily always be a reason behind it. I wish that ctb was not this difficult, I am very tired of living and all that I want is to peacefully pass away. It is a horrible world we live in where we are forced to exist without choice and it is difficult to end our suffering. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[ikadasui]

If you're home life is comfortable then you're probably relatively content. to what degree that is varies by person and situation, but it keeps the misery threshold to a tolerable level I imagine.

 

[ClownMe]

Maybe your home is sort of a safe haven for you in a way? I struggle leaving the house and being around lot's of people all day, so even though my home life isn't ideal, it still gives me some comfort being in the safety of my home.

 

[tieiwi]

For me it's the opposite. Whenever I'm out I forget about my suicidal thoughts. Then I come home and I'm reminded of why I want to die so badly.