i've had a pretty easy life. never had financial problems or been bullied or sick or anything. so why am i so depressed. why does every little thing hurt me so deeply. i hate that i am the way i am. there is no reason for me to turn into such a person. i wish i had talked to someone when i was younger. i wish i had done so many things differently. if i had then maybe depression wouldnt be taking my life soon. i wish someone had noticed. people around me, those who preached about mental health, called me lazy and dumb and immature, not realizing how badly i was struggling. i dont even want help now, i wont accept it. i just wish i had killed myself sooner.
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tonicer
Student
- Nov 13, 2025
- 120
Maybe you are just lacking Vitamin D3? If your life is going well don't give up so quickly.
I am in a financial black hole with no chance of escape.
liza
Member
- Mar 2, 2025
- 65
Same. I wish I didn't care but I do. I wish there was a technequoe to not care but there isntSimilar threads
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