I wouldn't say I'm incompatible with life but there are moments when life seems to much or too unbearable where the concept of suicide seems like a logical conclusion depending on how much pain and suffering I go through and due to past sins not certain whether I should continue on but I must for myself and others but people tend to like to control me if you knew of all the things I've done in my past and the things people did to me I would think that ending my life would be a legitimate option.
seekingoblivion
Arcanist
- Dec 11, 2018
- 454
I can't be a normal person. Too many fucked up parts of me. Also hate being trapped in life with all of lifes rules.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,854
Society and most of the world operates in a way in which is not compatible with my thinking, philosophy, and lifestyle. Also, being someone that I'm not is too tiring and exhausting (emotionally, mentally, and sometimes physically too). Also, I didn't ask to be born, especially to be born with Aspergers and other impediments in my life. Sure it may be mitigated but even then (especially in the long run) is still a net negative overall. This is just the tip of iceberg though, not including personal and other reasons.
For me
I would say I have too high expectations of life, obsessed with life having a meaning or a plan even when I know there isn't one and am too extreme.
I had an unstable childhood and seem to enjoy being in a hostile environment, makes me feel alive, I am very abnormal.
What person do you try to be?
I feel you with the past sins and the past sins.
I would say I have too high expectations of life, obsessed with life having a meaning or a plan even when I know there isn't one and am too extreme.
I had an unstable childhood and seem to enjoy being in a hostile environment, makes me feel alive, I am very abnormal.
What societal rules would you say? :)
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Nullm
Student
- Apr 5, 2019
- 133
Painpleasure
Student
- Apr 9, 2019
- 108
I am incompatible with the notion that I ought to spend the vast majority of my adult life struggling to earn a basic remuneration which will never enable me to truly attain economic independence.
Donewitheverything
Ultimate Despair
- Apr 8, 2019
- 78
I'm too anxious and vulnerable. I experience crippling anxiety 9/10 times. Because of that, I'm very insecure, as well as in physical and emotional pain almost all the time. I feel like I'm not fit for this world nor am I strong enough. This world is too cruel and uncertain for me to handle.
Life sucks and how most humans live and think is something I'm very incompatible with. Their systems and everything is BS. I'm an alien
JadedGray
Life Eternal
- Jul 24, 2018
- 991
Because I hate change, which is an inescapable part of life. I mourn over things that the average person just sees as being a natural part of life and hold onto my memories because I can't let go of them. My past follows me wherever I go. When I was a kid, I wanted to stay the same, as opposed to all the other kids around me who wanted to grow up and make new experiences. I was fine with the experiences I already had and wanted everything to come to a standstill. I hate spontaneity and like things being consistent. I hate how unpredictable life is and that there are no certainties. Also, my life experiences have shown me that I'm not compatible with this world or society nor what is expected of me.
Asacschrader33
Student
- May 6, 2019
- 158
ScorpiusDragon
Mage
- Mar 25, 2019
- 593
I'm socially anxious and psychologically stunted because of my upbringing. No matter how many years pass, I'll always be an empty and isolated shell of a human being. The only difference is that as the years pass, my looks will fade and give me one more reason to be irrelevant in the eyes of society.
Lush_nova
Self Destruct Activated
- May 16, 2019
- 105
Because my ideals don't fit with anyone else's. Because I taint and ruin everything I touch. Because my mother told me I should never have been born....
Yep, I'm living with a lifetime of regret but the worst part is I can't change the future either because my present is virtually impossible to change. I mean I'm truly trapped in a life not worth living. Kind of like that young guy I watched a YouTube video about in Canada. He ended up having to ctb alone in a motel because of the laws. He had an incurable neurological illness making it impossible to have a life. That's pretty much my situation too. I'm emotionally damaged to the point that it impairs everything. I can never hope to live a decent life.
ShadowOfTheDay
Hungry Ghost
- Feb 14, 2019
- 331
Because the arrow of time is one-directional. For some reason, time only ever moves forward, never backwards. But my mind is stuck in the past.
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JadedGray
Life Eternal
- Jul 24, 2018
- 991
I think you're talking about Adam Maier-Clayton. I used to watch some of his videos before he ended his life.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClksfs-BjzgP_9uCagJ49lA
Yes, that was so incredibly sad. I can relate. I feel like I'm invisibly ill.
RainAndSadness
Administrator
- Jun 12, 2018
- 2,145
I simply don't belong into this world. I was born with a defect that can't be cured, I'm mentally drained and I feel disconnected from the people around me. I don't like human nature. It's just not my thing, the way we treat each other.
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JadedGray
Life Eternal
- Jul 24, 2018
- 991
I sympathize. I've had to deal with doctors accusing me of exaggerating my physical pain. As if anyone would purposely throw away their life by pretending to be suffering from chronic pain for no reason. I don't even bother seeing doctors anymore. They only destroyed what little health I had, by using me as a lab rat.
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