Most refuse to believe people want to die.
I can't see how any human would want to live.
There are reasons on top of reasons why living is meaningless, dangerous , laborious , burndensome , disgusting , boring , painful , evil .
work so hard all to exist under threat of extreme torture for no reason.
feed yourself 3 times day , all the labor work groceries cleaning to do that . this has been the case for 100's of thousands of years and was even more difficult 100,000 years ago as you had to walk miles to go try to kill animal with a rock and eat it there weren't supermarkets , refrigerators nor deliveries.
I don't see why anyone would want to get up every morning and shower , dress , clean , cook eat , groceries , deal with problems , to do lists, responsibilities , chores , stress, worry, wash clothes, work a job and then get up again the next day non stop . What for ? There is no reason. i hate working, chores, and doing all this labor every day just to exist so something even more horrible will happen to me and then get old and tortured by old age
all this shit sucks. i hate life existence and working. i hate doing anything much more because there isn't any reason to.
i would still prefer non-existence asap even if i were rich or i didn't have to do much . i hate existence and living
1. first layer level of hell. you have to work all day feed yourself 3 times a day , wok a job , chores . you have to get up every single day shower , dress , brush teeth , clean everything, wash everything, fix everything broken, organize everything, . This is the normie level . every normie has to do this every living animal has to constantly feed itself and put up with threats from animals , attackers ,bacteria, fungi, parasites , tape worms, ticks ,mosquities , many of these insects like ticks and mosquitos carry horrible disabling diseases like lyme.
Every day yo u have to work all day for what? for what fucking reason? and this is fun? this is beautiful wonderful sacred important ? wtf? so i'm "depressed" im' "insane" because i say this ridiculuous level of daily work , problems , suffering there is no reason to do this nor put up with it
There are so many horrible things that can happen to a human any day stroke , cancer , kidnapping torture, tapeworm infection, lyme, accident, oppression , scams risk all this and more for no reason.
i worked in a nursing home. many of these people were very old in pain demented it was unimaginable nightmare. most humans will end up like this.
There is no purpose to life. no one can convince me that there is any reason to live or do do anything. it's all meaningless garbage
Furtheremore everything is proven meaningless by the fact that in 130 years nothing will matter. will anything matter in 10,000 years? no. in a trillion years? no.
.... now skip a few levels as i don't have much time . and go to one of my levels ;
i don't give a fuck if were young , healthy , rich, the things they say are for the best life i would still prefer non-existence asap.
another level of mine. what is a human a 30 trillion monstrous cells, i see no difference between a bug etc., a brain that can suffer undending constant unbearable pain. i was brought here by force. i didn't agree nor want this. life is an evil imposition.
These are some of the things i have said here . there is so much more . imo peole have no idea the hell we are living in.