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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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Recently I read a post that said there is less traffic in this forum.
It made me think. Why do people leave this website? Except when they decide to commit suicide.
Here are my possible scenarios.
People try to recover. Recovery section is probably a good place to start the recovery jouney. But this place is also a suicide forum. So many people try to gain a bigger distance to the suicide related content. This is probably one reason. They want to focus on recovery.
Other people told me this forum was too repetitive. So many topics are discussed quite often. LIke in an always repeating cycle.
Maybe some people get sad when they see the people here suffering. I can understand that if you feel like this place affects you in a bad way you probably should search for another way to cope with your life. It is really sometimes ambivalent. In the right dosage posting here in this forum is like a valve for me. It helps to cope with my tormenting life. But when I spend too much time on it it can have a negative impact. Many people are truely suffering a lot. One can relate to these people and one feels less lonely. But this does not make the suffering disappear.
Some people have written everything they wanted. They don't know new stories to tell and this place is not as good as a place for distraction as before.
These are my thoughts on it. I tried to quit the forum after the newspaper articles because I was scared. Though without this forum I feel way more lonely and deeply sad. I have elaborated on that quite often this is why I won't repeat it now.
Personally I think either this forum gets taken down or I kill myself. These are the two ways I imagine how our paths would split. Though there is also the off-chance that I could get banned. Never had a warning but maybe I do shit when I am psychotic I don't know. I am quite paranoid sometimes.
It made me think. Why do people leave this website? Except when they decide to commit suicide.
Here are my possible scenarios.
People try to recover. Recovery section is probably a good place to start the recovery jouney. But this place is also a suicide forum. So many people try to gain a bigger distance to the suicide related content. This is probably one reason. They want to focus on recovery.
Other people told me this forum was too repetitive. So many topics are discussed quite often. LIke in an always repeating cycle.
Maybe some people get sad when they see the people here suffering. I can understand that if you feel like this place affects you in a bad way you probably should search for another way to cope with your life. It is really sometimes ambivalent. In the right dosage posting here in this forum is like a valve for me. It helps to cope with my tormenting life. But when I spend too much time on it it can have a negative impact. Many people are truely suffering a lot. One can relate to these people and one feels less lonely. But this does not make the suffering disappear.
Some people have written everything they wanted. They don't know new stories to tell and this place is not as good as a place for distraction as before.
These are my thoughts on it. I tried to quit the forum after the newspaper articles because I was scared. Though without this forum I feel way more lonely and deeply sad. I have elaborated on that quite often this is why I won't repeat it now.
Personally I think either this forum gets taken down or I kill myself. These are the two ways I imagine how our paths would split. Though there is also the off-chance that I could get banned. Never had a warning but maybe I do shit when I am psychotic I don't know. I am quite paranoid sometimes.