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Voidad

Voidad

The Fearful
May 4, 2023
44
I've been prescribed countless medications, over the decade. They do not help... in fact, they make me feel infinitely worse. My panic attacks get a lot worse and happen a lot more often, they give me suicidal thoughts, they completely destroy my ability to communicate with people (as if I have a lot of that), long story short they absolutely ruin me.
I remember once, I wanted to try seeing my therapist while also taking meds cuz y'know, apparently doing both at the same time is the optimal way... as a result, I spent a whole session looking down on the floor, not being able to utter a single goddamn word.

I was just wondering, if anyone has any clue... what the fuck is wrong with me? Am I like... I don't know... maybe hypochondriac or something? Like, my subconscious purposefully tries to stay sick in order to avoid responsibilities or something like that?

Thank you in advance.
 
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timf

Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
1,335
There was a documentary called "Medicating Normal" that showed the damage that can be caused to some by prescribing medication ill-advisedly.

A lot of medical practice (especially psychiatric medicine) has an experimental component. Their experiments are often limited to various medicines. You might find some efficacy experimenting in a wider arena such as diet, exercise, supplements, vitamins, sleep schedule, or other area over which you might have control. For example, swimming or visiting a sauna might be helpful. If you cast a wide enough net, you might find something effective.
 
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Jdieiejdjaow

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Nov 10, 2021
253
If you're treatment resistant with psychiatry, give body based treatments a try with a trauma therapist. Just to add to what @timf said.
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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Because the brain is too complicated. They don't have it figured out like they claim.
 
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Spicy Tteokbokki

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Oct 11, 2020
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Depending on the condition, a lot of the time the drug is just a bandaid for some bigger underlying issue(s), and if they diagnose you wrongly they'll be trying to treat something you don't have, which can also lead to more issues than you had at first, and they'll often just add on more drugs instead of reducing whatever it is you're prescribed.

Ideally you should try to do the adjustments in your life that you are capable of at first, e.g. lifestyle, environment, dietary-related adjustments then go over towards looking at perhaps past traumas or if you have any genetic defects or things from birth such as autism causing certain issues, then if all of that doesn't help enough you should finally opt for drugs long term to manage things, imo.

Even worst case, by adjusting for everything else, what would've been a full dose drug and/or multiple drugs, might be enough at a lower dose instead, reducing potential bad side effect that would've been overwhelming otherwise.
 
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bieatmania

早く殺してくれ。
Dec 22, 2023
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I don't know what meds you're talking about.
I personally believe that Anti-psychotics and benzodiazepine(taken as needed) and it's constant withdrawal caused me to become bipolar.
I was having difficult childhood and I was just being anxious about it as I should be, It's a shame that doctor ruined my chance to figure out for myself and put me on brain damaging medication for years.
It never got better until I started self-medicating. my family hated it because I once overdosed on antihistamine in attempt to CTB while being psychotic.
My family would prevent me from taking NSAID for headache because they somehow thought I was going to abuse it, I tried to explain to them why NSAID are not abusable and my brother ended up beating me. Then they said "doctor must know better because they're professionals".
Now I use tramadol and pregabalin while not telling my parents.

All I can say is that psychiatric meds are cancerous most of time, but you should look up what you're taking. if it's stimulants for ADHD then it might actually have effect on you but it can also directly cause anxiety and panic attack. If it's benzo then you can be physically addicted and have worst withdrawal. If it's anti psychotics then it will rot your brain.
 
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rs929

Mage
Dec 18, 2020
510
I don't generally agree with the anti-psychiatry orientation of this forum.
Meds CAN harm you, but many people reported that it saved their lives as well.
Some of them tried a lot of things until they found the right treatment.
I know antipsychotics are strong medication, but it you're psychotic then you probably need them. (not saying YOU are, just a general thing).
I don't know what your illness is, and I understand you might be hopeless. But, since we are in the recovery section, I'd say keep trying. Maybe the right treatment is still there waiting for you.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Do you have an idea what triggered your mental health problems (depression etc.)? If that was triggered by external factors and those haven't been eliminated then how can meds cure the "illness"? This is just a thought and an example - I'm well aware that this is a far more complex topic.

For some meds are a solution for others they aren't. Brain and mental health is just too complex and by far not understood. Unfortunately, it's trial and error.
 
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JoysoftheEmptiness

Experienced
Sep 10, 2024
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I've been on so many meds, I've lost count, I remember being on Diazepam, Zopiclone, and Lorazepam at some point, they worked, many others didn't, sadly, its the luck of the draw when it comes to meds, some work, some don't.
 
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iji

Member
Dec 4, 2023
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Science has found no biological/biomedical process underlying any psychiatric classification. Rather, they found that underlying causes are psychosocial (psychological trauma, poverty, unhealthy living environment and lifestyle, etc). That is, there is nothing to biomedically address because there's nothing biologically wrong with people only diagnosed with psychiatric classification. Psych drugs will work all the same regardless of who is taking them. Look into drug model vs disease model by Joanna moncrieff: https://joannamoncrieff.com/2013/11/21/models-of-drug-action/
 
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