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conveniently_dead

conveniently_dead

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May 31, 2019
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I honestly don't know. I'm at an age where I find myself having to continually make more sacrifices and comprises in order to keep my head above water.

My brother took his life at 18. He went out as a young healthy guy on top of his game.

Here I am older and so unbelievably tired. Health problems. The magic and novelty of living has faded almost entirely. I'm just tired all the time. Everything bothers me.

Putting in so much work to buy myself more time that I'm not even enjoying.
 
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