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JarekPae

JarekPae

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Sep 9, 2025
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i personally have been suiciadal last yet, but nowdays i wonder that why would you commit? There's so mucy to life, find your passion, succeed, have fun and find love

I don't know how it works on this forum but on org i self-banned for 1 month and my mental health improved drastically

Hopefully ya'll are good​
 
wishingonstars

wishingonstars

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Aug 6, 2025
89
I'm glad things have gotten better for you!

At some point I think it's just not possible for some people to heal, I've done every type of therapy available for the past 18 years, I'm on so many meds, I've tried and tried and sometimes things get tolerable but they never stay that way, for me even the best of times are not that great. I've gotten to the point where for me the better times are not worth the bad times. I haven't fully decided which way I'm going to go yet, I have a couple last things I'd like to try to get better if they pan out but I understand why some people commit and I might be one of those people depending on how the next couple months go.

I think for the majority of people it is possible to get better and live happy lives but it isn't possible for some and I think if someone has tried everything then they should have the right to end things and not suffer forever for the sake of others.
 
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copioushopelessness

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Aug 27, 2025
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I'm glad things have gotten better for you!

At some point I think it's just not possible for some people to heal, I've done every type of therapy available for the past 18 years, I'm on so many meds, I've tried and tried and sometimes things get tolerable but they never stay that way, for me even the best of times are not that great. I've gotten to the point where for me the better times are not worth the bad times. I haven't fully decided which way I'm going to go yet, I have a couple last things I'd like to try to get better if they pan out but I understand why some people commit and I might be one of those people depending on how the next couple months go.

I think for the majority of people it is possible to get better and live happy lives but it isn't possible for some and I think if someone has tried everything then they should have the right to end things and not suffer forever for the sake of others.
If you don't mind me asking, what meds? Any ap's?
 
wishingonstars

wishingonstars

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Aug 6, 2025
89
Currently on Lamictal (exceeding the typical highest dose), Trazodone, wellbutrin, and ritalin. About to start Abilify as well. I have not tried any ap's, maybe another thing to try before I fully give up.
 

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