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Iceangel
Loveless
- Mar 9, 2019
- 69
So Ive been on this forum lurking around reading posts more than i care to admit and Ive noticed something that I was curious about. Why is it, that if so many of you want to ctb, you care the state your found in or the condition of your body (outside of trying for organ donation)? I wonder because at least for me, i just want a quick relatively painless way out. Some of these methods arent the prettiest but i wont care because at that point ill have ctb. So why do you care or not care about the state of your body after ctb?