Venting Why can't we talk about this without getting in trouble?

[catscradle]

Sitting here with my bottle of SN and i really want to just fucking go for it
but i cant tell anyone because if i tell them theyll make me go to the hospital
and ill be sectioned
and i cant afford that
so instead of talking to someone whos not going to judge me whos gonna talk to me about the reasons i wanna ctb and maybe figure out why i have to sit here in silence
with only my thoughts to persuade me or dissuede me
and theyre doing a rlly shitt y job of the former.

 

[Thanatonaut]

For what it's worth, you can talk to us. It's not a substitute for professional help, but if you're unable/unwilling to risk it, it's better than holding it all in.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

You've obviously got doubts about leaving. Try to get some sleep. Nobody here can talk you through taking your life.
Tomorrow is a new day and you can think things through. Goodnight x