JustKillBen22
Member
- Jul 6, 2020
- 56
I have nothing in my life at all, no reason to keep on living, it is all pain and suffering and depression. I have no reason to not step off the edge. But I can not do it and I don't understand why, its not fair. I just want it fucking over, all of it, I am so trapped because of my own weakness. I'm not alive, this isn't living, but I can't die either. I don't know what to fucking do, I just want to be killed by someone. Someone just come up behind me and push me off, or kill me when I'm asleep, or shoot me, or drive me over with a car. Just anything to stop this pain