Why can’t I just die

[sufferinghell]

I've tried to kill myself multiple times. Why can't I die? What am I doing wrong? I've tried multiple pills, multiple different pills with alcohol and mushrooms. I tried to suffocate myself. I got shitfaced one night and went driving at night and purposely rolled my car and only got a couple cuts on me. For 11 years I've been trying with no success. Why isn't anything working? Someone please help me

 

[spypilot896]

maybe that's God trying to tell u that u specifically need to try a different option
living

 

[Freebandzgang]

I think you need to have a set plan. Do lots of research into a method and prepare. it seems like everything you have done was either impulsive or not thought through.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I also just wish to be gone, it's so cruel to me how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, all I wish for is the option to painlessly cease existing and never suffer ever again, it's just so dreadful how I cannot just have the option of that, I'd never wish to be burdened with this cruel, torturous existence. But anyway I hope you find peace.

 

[pauly369]

Sorry youre going through hell, its exhausting I know.
Its not easy to ctb.
Ive tried 3 times now and failed.
The human survival instinct is very powerful, and also finding the right method for you and carrying it out successfully isnt easy.

 

[NonEssential]

Using pills isn't a very reliable method.

 

[GuppyBoyo]

I've tried to kill myself multiple times. Why can't I die? What am I doing wrong? I've tried multiple pills, multiple different pills with alcohol and mushrooms. I tried to suffocate myself. I got shitfaced one night and went driving at night and purposely rolled my car and only got a couple cuts on me. For 11 years I've been trying with no success. Why isn't anything working? Someone please help me

pills literally have a 1% success rate of course you they wouldn't work,
and a rolled car and alcohol don't seem to be particularly lethal